JP2X, 3/13/2008 4:05 AM:Guys, my week has been a real living hell. i feel like i owe you guys an explanation. I didnt leave here only because Hardy got suspended. I am going thru a hard time right now. My life is a mess and everything i thought i knew has been shattered and then stepped on into a million more pieces. Then i come here and learned about Hardy's suspension and i felt worse. Here is a guy that all my life i looked up to. I knew of his drug problem, but i thought everyone could changed. Then he pulls something like this and i felt betrayed. This and plus the other feeling in my mind overloaded me and i just couldnt take it anymore. I had to go and try to make things better. As of right now, im still marching thru the gates of hell trying to get back the life i once knew. Once i accomplish this, i might return. Until then this should be my last post in a while. Im sorry you guys, and i feel bad cause i lost some of your respect, but what had to be done has to be done. Until then, JP2X (always known as JP)